My New Year

All because of my dearest had gone so we can't celebrate Chinese New Year in this year. Hence, I got a few angpao only..what a sad news... (p/s: I'm not blaming here) Still the same. The 1st day we visited to granpa's house (supposed to say my aunt's house cause he's living peacefully in the heaven right now^^) and the rest I spent my time in Ipoh.

My 1st day, I total spent 5hours to sleep at my aunt's house. OMG!

Second day, which is my grandma's birthday, so we had a celebration at there. Nothing news... Wish my granny in the pink of health! lol... Indeed my parents decided to go to Thailand in the next morning, but something happened so the plan had been rejected.

All as once, I got an idea to go to Penang after my breakfast in the morning. Thanks God, no traffic jam on the way to Georgetown:)) It's been 10++ years I didn't step on Penang... lol, a lot changes.

 With my parent and siblings

Didn't spend enough time in Georgetown, hope to visit again and again! That's a extremely nice place:)) 

end my post here, wanna sleep...

My dearest

有時候我還真忘了你已經離開了我

給天堂的你，

還記得我嗎? 

記憶中你彷彿不曾呼喊過我的名字

也許在你的記憶中我不曾出現過

有時候我還真懷疑你到底知道站在你面前向你問好的是誰嗎

這一夜  我好掛著你

我想見的笑臉 只有懷念 不懂 怎去再聊天

獨自徘徊在你的房間  聞不到丁點的風油味

以往狹窄的走道變得遼闊許多

風扇已經停止轉動  掛在牆上的那面鐘已被卸下  床單也重新被鋪上

看著這一切的改變  空氣中忽而瀰漫著海水味的辛酸

眼眶中凝聚著豆大般的淚水  我不敢讓它們明目張膽地從我臉暇滑落

只好抬頭眨眨眼  讓淚水重新滋潤我雙眼

按住那粉紅的鼻子 重新透透氣

因為我實在不想讓過路人發現我的薄弱

你知道嗎

其實我有多麼的想像其他小孩那樣可以和自己的阿爺有說有笑

分享每一份喜悅 述說每一段經歷  解決每一件煩惱

很遺憾  我們都做不到

好走了

我愛你

CNY Celebration

Wooah, I'm in a darn great mood right now!! We won the champion again!! Besides, I won a prize in calligraphy contest in individual too:) Congrats!~ Thank you S3S for bringing me a lot of gay and memories. Hope you guys have a wonderful happy CNY!

17years+months

Time flies huh? I've been living in Malaysia for 17years+months since 94. I used to paint and plan my future when I was still a little young girl. And now, looking back, I've found that nothing has connection with my dream or plan. There are always a big differences between dream and reality.

After my journey to China, I realized that Malaysia isn't that kind of worse. If there weren't any political problems or racial discrimination in Malaysia, I think I'd enjoy to living in this country. So far, I still haven't given up the dream of going to the U.S! Indeed, I really envy those who can study abroad or emigrate to U.S!! Hope I'll be there in someday, too:)

This year is the very last year of my senior life. I don't expect my SPM result flying in color, but at least 5 credits including BM, Adds Math and Physics, that's all. Please~ Praying for days and nights... By the way, joking around and daydreaming are what I do all days long in school in this remaining months. I read novel, 'the last song' which written by Nicholas Spark on Maths class, chit-chat with fellows on Physics class, daydreaming on Chinese class and I only pay my attention on Ms Mermaid's class. (Honestly, she looks like mermaid, really!) ...
Do what I love and love what I do, that's how I spend my remaining months in school. Wasted!