A dream

So there, another one has gone.

Everything just seemed to be fine to me when I was told that he had gone. I didn't know exactly what was happening. Like a dream. A dream that's so fake but somehow realistic.

I was dreaming. I'm so sure for this.

Rainy

I realize that this blog has been totally neglected for quite a moment since I last posted. Some more, my english is getting worse now.(Sob) I supposed to make it more frequent as I promised but I just got beaten down by my laziness. Facepalm*  

I just got the permission of taking the driving lesson from my dad lately. Well, I guess I am pretty much the very last who takes the driving lesson among my friends. 

Before I went to the center, I had a thought of 'I'll be the oldest among the learners' bear in my mind. It's because, basically, people would like to take the driving lesson when they're at their legal 17. And here I'm 19. So I was guessing I might be the oldest in the class is fair enough. But it surprised me that there were even older than me. Some of them were like 30 and above and some were just around my age. And there my weird thought got vanished.

Frankly, it was the most tedious lesson I had ever take. It's even boring than the moral and malaysian studies that I used to take in college! However, it wasn't surprised me since I'd heard a lots from my friends who used to attend this lesson said that it was boring.  

Not waited until half, I fell asleep. I just can’t help myself from getting rid of it. It was really torturing!

Right after this, I needed to pass the Undang-undang test so that I could attend for another lesson which based on the common knowledge of the car structure and so forth. The passing mark of the test is 42 out of 50. Bad penny I failed at my first attempt badly. I was entirely absentminded for my rest of the day after the test. You know what, I could have passed the test if I could earn one more point. That feeling is really killing me!

Few days later, I retook the test. This time I went back home with a smiley face because I got 46 out of 50! Wuhoo! Yeah, I know! Perhaps this is not something big deal for somebody but me!

Later that, I supposed to attend my last lesson which I have mentioned just know. For this last lesson, it just provided on a particular time. So I could either take it on Wednesday or Sunday. Since it was nearly noon on Wednesday, therefore I could only choose to attend the final lesson on the coming Sunday.

Undoubtedly, it was as boring as the same of the first lesson.

I sloped off by 12. By the time I reached home, it started to rain just at the perfect timing! Cool! I really love raining and I can’t just literally tell you how much I love it!

Right now, I'm waiting for my L license to get ready so that I can start to learn to drive a real vehicle in real life. I am looking forward to it. Hope everything will be just fine and safe and sound! 

Lastly, 

beautiful moments that I captured right at the perfect timing;

I am not an expert who can capture precisely and wonderfully with a secret hidden behind but I just like to capture what I think is perfect. Maybe it's just a rubbish to someone but that's what I mean by my kind of perfect :)

Hangout

After a perfect Sunday Morning, I with my family, we hung out to Aeon Mall. I was so uncomfortable all the way to the mall since my mom was in charging the car!!! She has been a long time didn't drive even the worst is she doesn't familiar with the sign and traffic light!! Oh Gosh!! But thanks God, I'm alive!

We'd waited so long for looking for parking because Raya is drawing near and the mall was a sea of people.. It had taken us about a couple minutes to find a parking. And so, this was the fun part, my dad insisted to let my mum to do the reverse parking...and she took about a quarter to make it.. There were quite a number of cars right behind us waiting for my mum to finish her reverse parking... That's AWESOME. I taunted my mum after we got into the mall. Well, I don't really taunt..just to make fun of her. That's pretty much what we'll always do to each other. It's regular.

I picked what I need into the bucket and left it to my parents then I wandered off to the bookstore. I couldn't find the novel that I was actually aiming to purchase but I found others that interested me. I didn't get to purchase 'the others' finally since it's really a lot! Probably gonna wait for the Big Bad Wolf Sale.

So these are the things that I purchased from the shop. It's all for my private project! :)

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I eventually got my little table lamp which I wanted to have from my mum. It is flexible where you can place it on the table or hang it on the wall.

I've decided to hang it as a wall lamp. It really makes a good mood for studies.
Love it! It's so cool!!

Warmer//

Sunday Morning

It's Sunday Morning!

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins

a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking

I know I can make it 

today my life begin 

uni

BFF/

time flies,

it has been a year.

When I first met you at junior high, I never thought that you would be so important to me. 

Thank you for giving me this memory. 

Love/

Movie Marathon

There must be a plan for myself! I'm not going to have myself a do-nothing-holiday anymore!!

Well, I've planned to have a movie marathon which is a very common activity that people will take it after FINALS! To be honest, it has been a long while I did not step in to the cinema or even watch a single movie via my laptop until the finals were done. Thus, what am I currently doing is stalking for the list of the blockbusters on the internet. And I just realized that I've missed a lot of great movies which you really have to watch those in the cinema, especially for the 3D version. I could have watched the Titanic in 3D version but I was too busy with my projects and assignments. It was really a sad story. 

By the way, I have gotten a movie list for myself from Wiki. Though some of them are old movies but nothing matter me. 

1. So, first must be SAFE HAVEN! Oh God, I have been waiting for it since last year!!Basically, it is a film with a same name of novel which written by Nicholas Sparks. No doubt, a love story, a romance film. 

I really likes his novels. 

2. Beautiful Creature. It is also a novel-turns-movie product. I prefer to read through the novel first but I couldn't find it on the bookshop. Perhaps it has been sold out.

3. The Great Gatsby! Undoubtedly, I watch it just because of Leonardo DiCaprio was acting on it!! :) 

4. Man of Steel.

5. The Hunger Games

6. Breaking Dawn Part 2

7. The Dark Knight Rises

8. Life of Pi. -Highly recommended by my cousin. I couldn't understand why people were so into this film until I've finished watching the trailer. I think I got the answer and perhaps I am already become one of them.

9. After Earth

10. Battleship 

11. Wrath of the Titans

12. Pitch Perfect

13. LES MISERABLES!! 

14. Upside down. I was about to watch it in cinema but somehow the releasing date was confusing me. When I watched the trailer on the internet on 2011, it stated the releasing date was 2012, April. So, when it was April, I checked again on the website, the releasing date was somehow become August. Well, I got no choice, I had to wait until August. So, August was arrived. I still got no answer for the film. Then after a few months had passed, (I thought this film wouldn't be released in time in my country) I showed my brother the trailer and asked whether he wants to join me if it released. I thought it would be a YES but unfortunately he told me he had watched it in the cinema. I declared this is the most awkward moment that I have had in my life! (or maybe not)

15. Warm Bodies

16. Oz the great and powerful

17. The Host

18. Star Trek Into Darkness

19. I am number 4

20. Immortals

21. The Darkest Hour

so far, I got these on my list. Hope I could able to find these out on the internet :) Peace!

PS: Really am I 'doing something'? 

Movie time

Yay! Finally I'd finished my last paper! Foundation year was over! So, here am I for my BREAKS! I'm too excited for it!

It was a wonderful hangout with my college friend after my last paper which was the mechanics paper! Frankly, I didn't prepare well for the last paper since it was the last paper!! I mean who 'cares' about the last paper?! LOL. It wasn't really hard, just a level where I could handle.

So, we went for a movie. Technically a 3D movie, called 'World War Z'! Oh my God, I loved it! Well, I'd seen the movie trailer before I watch it and I thought it was quite interesting, but I have never thought that I will be so obsessed with it! Plus it was a 3D!!!

It was quite surprised me when I found Matthew Fox was acting in the movie. Indeed, I wouldn't feel bashful to admit that I was just about to watch the actor, 'Josh Holloway' for my very first thought. I assumed the man in the movie was 'Josh Holloway' and I thought I was right. But, unfortunately, he wasn't. After came back to home, I did some research for this movie. Well, it is one of my odd habits which I'd like to do a background research for every single movie that I've watched. Therefore, I accidentally found that the man in the movie was Brad Pitt, wasn't Josh! I was so freaked out! I even searched for their pictures and biographies. I wondered, what the differences between two of them? No clue. Except for their biographies, I don't think there have a good way to help me distinguish who is who. They both just look alike!! COOL!

And what a coincidence, I met my classmate who was watching the same movie with us just right down a row from us. Honestly, I really wondered how was feeling of watching a 3D with a close distance to the screen since I was really close to the screen and I could feel the dizziness but he was even close to the screen. Couldn't he feel dizzy as well? Or it's just my business? LOL

So, ended up, it was a peaceful day! :D

My fears

Never had this feeling before and it's unbelievable! This is my very first time I present in front of a bunch of people without holding a script or to be said 'refer' to my script (it was actually mean reading my script). I have never experienced it before and now I gotta feeling! 

I always wondered how the feeling of people present fearlessly in front of a crowd is and how they deal with fears. Whenever I see people speaking naturally in front of crowd I feel admired. Indeed, I wished I could be one of them.. I'd been seeking for the skills for years but ain't got any satisfied results. Then I started to think what if I could never overcome my fear of facing people.. But somehow I could speak naturally in front of my class today and I don't even know how I did it, but I just did it! 

 My outfit of presentation:)

Not to say my speech is perfect, but it's my kind of perfect! Indeed, I need more practice to enhance my speaking skill!!

FEELING GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!

*

Unexpectedly, my flat shoe got spoil during my way back. Luckily there is a shoe store somewhere around. Since it is the sole shoe store I could find, so I got no choice for picking any nice one. I was wandering around the store for quite a long time and eventually I got this little Reddie for myself. I think this is the sole good-looking shoe on the store...LOL

Nobody is perfect.

Recently I've seen a random blogger's blog. The blogger is a she and if I'm not mistaken, she is from china and roughly about 50 or 60-year-old. She is currently living in somewhere of the Europe country. She wasn't good in English when she first shifted to a totally new environment, but she kept on trying and trying. She writes blog, takes video and posts on Youtube. With her never-give-up-mind, she is capable to present in English now. Though has some flaw, but I think it is perfect enough and amazing. Frankly, I feel so inspired and meanwhile I feel shame to myself as well. She has really proved me that learning is regardless age, this is what inspired me the most. I feel shame is because I always have negative thought in learning subjects especially English. Sigh. 

After a quick skimming on her blog, I think I should insist to keep on writing this blog in English. Although there will be a lot of mistakes on my writing, but learning from mistake seem to be the best way to improve. If you do see any mistake on my post, please, correct me! Appreciate!

I'm full of strength to learn!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOL

 

p/s: nobody is perfect. Nobody says learning is an easy job. 

Just Give Me A Reason

Recently in love with this song;)

Stays strong

Stays strong!

I was so happy that I eventually had made a decision which I had been struggling to figure out for the whole past year. Before the decision been made, I was so lost and the thought of changing course never went off of my mind for even one second. That was the most suffering thing that I had been through so far.

So now, I apparently have gotten rid of this annoying piece and perfectly clear for what I am about to do. It is undoubtedly tough but a goal never easy to be achieved unless you dream small:) Therefore, I am well-prepared for the battle right here, right now!! STRIVE!

Love what you choose, choose what you love.    

I believe I can fly!
with God.

March

Here it is, March!

I don't think it gonna be an exciting month for me since English Term Project and ISP are coming toward me. My ETP is about the jumble sales and we are ordered to bring some unused stuffs which are still in a good condition from home for it. Flipping in and out entirely, I found nothing I can donate for the jumble sales. But we are insisted to bring somethings, so eventually I decided to give up my couple of Kalanchoes and few number of novels..and mugs which never been used once. OUCH. Those are my precious thingy~

Other than that, I still have my English assignments--scene acting, car wash project, etc. And for ISP, fortunately my group's idea has been approved! So we can just go ahead to get start on our research and working. Wish all the things will go very well.

Getting to meet my old friends very soon. See you Cappuccino, Mocha, Dark Coffee, Macchiato, Latte and Americano! Hope Espresso you won't be there for me. :)

Insist

活了那么久，生活到底是为什么？

当专注于追求某样东西时，为的都是想‘得到’。然而，在‘得到’的同时，却发现自己忽略了太多，错过太多。

生活忙碌，慢慢地连呼吸的节奏也随之淡忘。昔日熟悉的脸孔，在某个不期而遇中，需要时间把回忆里的画面倒带方才认出对方。

您如今的臃肿与声线，甚至您颤抖的双手，并不曾被记录在我脑海里。然而，这一刻的您，被记录了。

那一夜，我无眠回忆着数千、数万个被烙印在回忆里的画面。想着想着，睡枕都被泪水沉淀了一整片。

原来无声地，我便从1走到了18。

似乎已经忘了我是怎么从那片森林走出这条马路。

这条马路，没有小学老师所谓的‘斑马线’、‘人行道’，又或是‘红绿灯’。 

真想有人会牵起我的手领我过这条马路... 

但我知道，生活需要坚持。

请您也坚持！

Relieve

Day 9 of the new year.

Result has finally been announced. Not too bad, not too good. Just an acceptable one. RELIEVE!

(source: everyonewantstolaugh)

 HAVE FUN!!

Fluster

Guess what, I have been being so intense these few days for waiting my result to be announced. I keep checking my student portal and mail box every second but there is empty. I'm going to be crazy! Hopefully, my result won't be too bad.. *Praying

Life goes on

After all I had been through, 2012 was completely a nightmare to me. I suppose I should have not kept on recalling and drifting in the inerasable past. Fallen is prohibited from now. 2013*squeal!