Insane

#1 Once again, my friend asked me, 'Why you love America so much??'.

Honestly, I don't know the answer.

I don't even know why am I so into America even if America is not the better choice. 

I'm truly insane!

Just like other said, there are no reason if you really like someone or something.

So, guys, don't ask for the same question again and again, please:)

My throat goes dry already... lol

Lately in my life, my heard that many of my friend have left and go further study in US// OMG!!!!

I really envy them!! That's my dream!!!

When's my turn?????!! - the question I always ask myself.

And somehow, I'll answer myself, 'Maybe another 3years later...' (with desperate)

few minutes later, I'll feel very stress and sudden... tears drop automatically.  

Gosh, what happen to me? !

probably not mature enough or else I'm too negative...

#2 Gonna make a decisive decision for my further study.

Property management, my latest decision.

I plan to study property management and after I get the license, I will go on study what I really want to.

Is this plan works? I not so sure...

Does property management really suitable for me?(doubting...)

Who knows what will happen in the end?

So I swear to myself, I must try it out!

Fine.

P/s: happy birthday to my dear sibling!