Helpless

My life had been so chaotic since I entered the school. I lived under a messy and blurry circumstances in my school. Ouch! Horrible!! I didn't get what they meant and I was so vexed! The past few months in school, I was living in a place where surrounded by anxiety and nervous. I even had the sense of crying because of I felt like I have nobody to accompany, my fellows all weren't with me and also homesick. From these, I can know that I'm still a 'young' lady. But later on, I gradually adapt the fact that I'm a loner here and fears slowly had been taken out of my heart.

I'm so grateful that I have a kind-hearted and helpful algebra teacher. I bet he is the only one person who understand perfectly what I feel inside my heart. Since he had gone through the situation as I'm doing here before, so he shared his experiences with me and it makes me feel fearless to carry on. Thank you so much!

I detest a lot and I know I shouldn't. I have been gone through a lot of things that made me fed up here and I wish it won't come to me anymore, please.. Don't come to me ever.

I feel like I couldn't control my temper anymore.. oh gosh! HELP!!