The moment of

What a day! People all around me are talking about MH370. Yes, it's definitely a big news that even me, myself also discuss about this topic with family and friends. I was freaked out with this news indeed.

That Saturday morning, I woke up as usual. After my morning routine, I started to continue my lab report which was half way done. Since I am the kind of person who gets distracted so easily, so not until a word was typed in my report, I logged in to my FB to check my message. I always do that since I am not the cell-friendly person.

I had a quick glance on friends' status, news, musics, and a bunch of craps. Well, I did see a long essay with a picture of aircraft as I scrolled down the wall, but I just ignored it at that moment as I thought it was an essay of the 'how to rescue yourself during emergency?', 'Things that pilot wouldn't tell you' or 'The top ten airline in the world'.. I never had thought that it was a missing plane incident. By the time I revealed the news was already 16-hours passed. It was completely flipped me inside out!

So for the 2 days of weekend, I completely immersed into the topic. I couldn't concentrate on doing anything. I searched all the news, listened to radio, and yet, for the first time after secondary, I switched on the television to watch news. Frankly, I don't get in touch with the television for like years ago. Therefore, when I turned the power on of the television, I was shocked by myself too. Yea, I know it's weird/ I'm weirdo..

Indeed, the news that freaked me out the most wasn't the missing plane, but my dad's friend is one of them who sitting inside that plane. It was completely insane! I couldn't imagine if my family or I were one of the passengers.. From this incident, it does trigger me a lot of thinking. Like, How would I react at first, second...? What would I be if this happened to me...? How am I gonna say I Love You and Thank You to my parents and siblings? How am I gonna ask for forgiveness from family...? Abundant of questions crash into my head and I really don't know how... It's gonna be the hardest part.

Well, there is nothing I can contribute in this search though but I will pray with sincere. I really hope that all of the on board passengers along with the crews will be safe and sound!!

Come back home, please!

Please show them the way back home, Amen.